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Fifteen minutes more and I've gotta get ready for work. It got abit more bearable yesterday. Oh! Found out i get paid for briefing hours. That makes 5 and a half hours the first day. Whoo. Rich already. Can quit! Haha. Nahh I'll stick to it and be a trooper. No running away this time.

I can't believe I've finished watching Heroes Season1 in just two days. Well, probably cos it was a v short season. Unlike, prisonbreak which btw,i just realise has the mot draggiest plot ever and i have no idea why i'm still glued to it. Heroes has a good plot but I'm hoping for a happy ending, cos like prisonbreak, the writer seems to have no compassion whatsoever and keeps killing characters off but luckily not the main ones.

Yesterday, i decorated the Christmas tree mostly by myself. And I must say, it's quite a masterpiece though initially I felt it looked pathetic. It's quite pretty but it's a tiny tree cos my hall is tiny, just like most apartments. I would so love to live in a huge house. Oh and I really want the perks of having my own room- i can decorate it my way and there wouldn't be an annoying lil' sister to compete with for living space. Honestly, she is such a brat sometimes. I think the reason we are always at each other is cos we just live too close to each other,hello! we share a room! I need breathing space. From her,from everything, from everyone. Not to sound so emo but it's sometimes good to have a little me time and personal space.

Ooohh. I'm really starting to hate it just thinking of burnt nights. But i need cash and experience and something to do other than watch tv. It's unhealthy.

Oh crap, i heard i missed free drinks at starbucks recently. Not that I'm a regular or anything. Just that it's good to indulge in javachip sometimes. Thanks to weixin, that's my newlove from starbucks exclusively.

POOF!

"he is too good to be true,can't take my eyes off of you. you'd be like heaven to touch. i wanna hold you so much and i thank God you're alive,you're just too good to be true can't take my eyes off of you..(padappadappadappapapappadap)..i love you baby and if it's quite alright i need you baby.."
imagine me belting out in song..just get ready to close your ears. i mean, my singing ain't that bad,but it's not wonderful. ha ha.

that song came into mind cos jensen ackles is like THE PERFECT GUY so i'm like "he is too good to be true" cos his fave book is the bible and says his prayers before he sleeps and he believes strongly in family ties and all..wow! he's such a dreamboat. he is my love! ha ha. alanna says he would probably get freaked out if he read this but i don't think he might ever so i can go on all day long like a crazed fool and still be quite safe. ha ha

anyways, i'm actually starting my first job next week. good pay,though it burns my nights BUT it's near my house to. just one bus down to changi airport. i like. but i really wanted to work at a retail boutique like dorothy perkins or what so that i could get free or discounted clothes. ha ha. nvm, next year. ooohh i want apple iPod touch. so if riane ever does go and get a job at apple,i can get a cheaper(hopefully) ipod touch.

on the flipside, i went to a dermatologist today and i think toa payoh is a place i would never ever ever EVER EVER live. So cheena. And the people have no manners. Like i was under the block, waiting for my mum to open the umbrella cos it was stuck and apparently i was in the way of the shopkeeper and she literally pushed me aside(but not with as much force as i might have implied) without looking at me or asking me politely! so what the hell..! at least the east not so cheena. more variety and mix of polite and educated people. EAST SIDE RULES!

I'm done with the second season of supernatural. Now, i can't wait to get my hands on the third. ahh!! i can't get enough of it. Dean and Sammy are so hot. oh no! i need season 3 right now. Nvm, while i'm waiting for both prison break and supernatural season3's, i'll start on heroes.

YAY! Mummy got us xbox 360 for christmas. Early Christmas present. But i hate the game vampire rain. So difficult and not much action cos apparently at the start, you just have to avoid detection from the nightwalkers in the earlier stages. I think mummy should have gotten halo3 instead. I mean, that's the WHOLE reason mum wanted xbox 360. But, i like it. Gonna use prob christmas money that i get to chip in with the sisters to buy halo3=)

yesterday had a fun sleepover at gail's. brings out the child in me. haha. played at the playground. i miss swings.. then tried running on the treadmill first time in my life. did 1.51km in 17min. whoo. achievements although i don't think the bf would agree.  then we watched transformers til 1.30am. was so tired yet i forced myself to keep awake cos the action was too damn good:) shia lebeouf was too hot too! haha. in the morn, we did some trampoline and i played lil pony on the piano. no it's not some kinky game, it's a song like from pri school days. haha.

goodbye world. sakae,here i come.yums!

i feel like a bum. today, i decide to scour the classified to find a decent v short term jobs but i didn't find any that interesting. so, we went to the expo for some IT fair or whatever to find a tv and xbox. but after much ado, we came home with nothing. zilch. i really like the iPod touch. oh wait,but that's beside my point. i saw Mark R and Riane's friend Diane. Haha yep their names ryme. but again,that's wayy beside the point. my point is, they were working at the fair and i feel like a bum. oh well..

i'm bored of blogging. i'm on my way to finishing season2 of supernatural. i'm telling you, jensen ackles is the sex. ahh, he is to die for.

so sad news first. auntie pat passed away thursday morning. my deepest condolences..the good news is she went peacefully in her sleep and i know she went to heaven:)

whole week busy busy busy.
mon-the much awaited and highly overrated prom. reception was boring*surprise surprise* yet katxinkim still managed to have our own fun. haha. still the night was a lil screwed up with much delay and confusion:( anyways,ive posted up the pics yet some are of kat cos her cam ran out of batt at the end of it.
tue-beowulf with tim. i personally liked beowulf but it wasn't as great as i expected. but i still liked the storyline. kinda lit-ified. but duh! its from a poem.
wed-red camp at np. kinda boring till the cca part and unfortunately wx left to meet lu. tried netball shooting, wheelchair basketball which i missed and got insulted:( did chacha dancing super fun! i miss dance!! then scored 1 outta three in floorball. and that's pretty much it. saw brownshirt at tanah merah bus stop:)
thu- 2nd day.left early to meet tim. ate dinner at east coast cos i was craving satay! realised it's the first time the two of us alone ate coffeeshop food. we usually hit the fastfood joints whenever we go out. haha. BUT somebody don't know how to listen or understand me and over ordered everything which we kinda wasted in the end. went over to tim's house awhile. saw his gma as she had fallen down the prev day or so. played with nat's psp. i think i like psp:)
fri- last day. was earlier than kat and xin as at overslept and wx had lunch with her dad and sis. saw business school. quite cool. won some nivea thing for making a nice postcard, had mass dance which was hsm2. thought it was lame but when u just loosen up and dance along i had fun. but the stupid guy partner LITERALLY ran away from me. i'm serious! then later had dinner and then "zoukout" at np. boring at fist then when the "clubbing" music mix came on was pretty fun. but i'm not a night person so was feeling pretty sleepy so tried to stay awake by just simply moving. it's pretty weird i can get high sometimes when i'm sleepy. haha. my tactic to stay awake. pretty darn worn out and felt super dirty and sweaty after. brownshirt was on the same train. unfortunately, i stopped at simei and not tanah merah:( but it's ok,tim's mine:)
sat- met tim at bedok and saw him jamming with his band. omgosh, i just realised i nv asked him what's his band's name. haha. iwillremember! alrite anyways, i think his band sounds good except when they start playing, the voice gets overpowered and apparently the bass isn't in sync with the guitar because the other bass in the next jamming room was super loud and got mixed up. they mite be auditioning for baybeats 08. fingers crossed:) and i've nv seen tim in such deep concentration and focus but simultaneously relaxed. somehow, he looks hot and kinda sexy:) haha. that's my boy! then ate burger king aft and then went to a.pat's wake. saw nic's baby and held him. he's so small and cute! and when he sleeps,his mouth sometimes shapes into an "o". super cute la! i want a baby brother. oh wait! mr princess is kinda like a baby brother. super pampered and annoying yet darn heart-melting. he steals my heart.<3

now gonna go off and bathe. get ready to go a.pat's wake again. goodbye!

today, later is prom. ok in actual fact, it's called graduation night because a prom would consist of guys, and dancing with the prom king and queen, cocktails no dinner and just random flirting i guess, from what i see in the movies. haha! yes, i'm a movie buff. ok accomplishment! i'm done with supernatural season one. i NEED to watch supernatural season two. it's like another prisonbreak just dealing with the supernatural. two HOT brothers. i think i'm in love with jensen ackles. ok maybe i'm in lust. ok, i think i know. wait i know i know. yup. AHHHH...dear sweet jensen ackles (ok, he's not sweet) i shall rephrase. dear hot jensen ackles,make my lustful dreams come true. ok i just want him for his face! alright, i admit,he's body is kinda killer too. omgosh kim, stop lusting(that's my morals talking).

anyways,later at 4 i'm gonna do my hair and makeup. i'm spending a bomb on this stupid prom. not that i think it's my top priority it's cos i can afford it. FORTUNATELY. and thank my God that he has blessed my daddy. and it's cos after i ponder and decide on something and buy it, my silly sisters will say "hey,i remember somewhere cheaper you can get it!" like omgosh, can they tell me earlier and make me feel less guilty about spending so much. well, it's ok. lucky my shoe size same as mummy. we are gonna share shoes. and lucky my dress is party-ish! i can wear it for christmas!! i have many dresss for christmas. yay! christmas clothes shopping is done!! and i like my earrings and bracelet, i dont usually wear gold but i can wear it with my dress for christmas, new year's, next year's my aunty's huge anniversary party and forevermore. so lucky it's not a worn-once-in-a-lifetime dress.

honestly, i think prom won't be all that. i'm looking forward to the dolling up and gossiping with kat and xin:) don't i love love my life? absolutely.

so today's sermon was nice. too bad mummy didnt go cos she was sick. oh and thank God i am feeling much better. mummy doesnt listen nowadays.she's become more hotheaded especially when it comes to housework*dendenden*(background music). Anyways, later going to wx's house for mani and pedi:) BUT i still have not bought nail polish. nvm, i'll see what her mum has to offer. And much to my dismay, the shoes i wanted were either too ex, not in my size, or GONE PFFTT!! Can you imagine? All the aunties at OG were like buying shoes like hotcakes! UNBELIEVABLE. How did they become so rich? Prolly from selling drink cans which they steal from coffeeshops even when people are like eating their meals and are not done with their drinks! OMGOSH you should see them at bedok. Like this always the same auntie so rudely wants to take the drink can away but 1)obviously we are not done(you see, i like to drink from the can so my drink doesn't get diluted) 2) it's so rude to ask while someone is eating their meals!! i think i should start a business selling drink cans to the recycling man or whoever they sell to and vie with the ah mas for the drink cans at the coffeshops! OR i could just con an auntie to write me in her will and scare her so she gets a heart attack and dies and then i'll inherit and become rich. MUAHHAHAHA. ok, a lil crazed here,kim! STOP IT!

Moving on..i gotta go now. get ready to go wx's house. i wanna see baby! she's absolutely cute. i heard she's grown. i think that i like small dogs. not so smelly and dirty. i like big dogs too but they're a lil scary and smelly sometimes. haha.

yes, unfortunately today i found out i had the flu. oh my, i even had dizzy spells which sent me reeling on my bed just after my bath. i was still kinda damp(or sweaty) although i had already changed into the first shirt i saw. i just lay sprawled on my bed awhile then tried to get up to go to the toilet cos i felt like shitting. But i didn't in the end. Couldn't,in fact. Simultaneously, i found i had gastric pains. It totally sucked. If i didn't know better, i felt like i was having cold sweat. I think i was standing up too long. It's not like i have a bathtub.. and besides, i think the loss of blood from my body system had a damn part to play. Aft lying down for abit and having dinner and drinking something my dad concocted, i feel much bttr. i hope tmr is a bttr day.

i so wanna watch beowulf tmr with tim. and i still haven't bought shoes and a clutch for prom. pre-prom shopping is not as fun as one thinks. hopefully the day itself makes it all worthwhile. i hope after i can go out coffee-ing or just chilling with my friends. but they usually got strict curfews and i'm not sure if my mum decides that she doesn't want me out too late.

sun-mani and pedi at wx's house. her mum is so nice. i still haven't bought nail polish,that reminds me!

me and riane wanna go work at changi airport aft o's and a's. haha. but i don't know what kinda jobs are offered there. before job-hunting i need.. make up! (so please DaddyGod, please let EVERYONE give me $$ for christmas this year or make me somehow have a windfall!!)

i think.i feel. i know.

oh no,wretched day. pretty immobile for I'm in a lazy mood FOR a good reason. cramps+runny nose=stay at home. i so wanted to watch supernatural(on dvd) BUT unfortunately, the bose system decides it can't read it(funny,how i nv thot how a dvd player can read stuff as if almost personifying the dvd player.shit,lit.) anw, I'm not even sure what episode I'm at. perhaps three. that's sad. haha. well, here's a list of tv series i wanna catch up on.

1.Supernatural
2.Heroes
3.Prisonbreak3
4.Grey's Anatomy
5.Gossip Girl
6.Desperate Housewives(the latest season)

That's all i can think of so far. And as soon as Riane's done with her A's, we are gonna have a movie marathon. Each day set aside for special genre of movies. One day for horror, one day for gore, another for romantic comedies, and another for chick flicks, one for mindless comedies, another for zombies(which does not,in our case, come under horror), and so many more! Oh! There's a "Favourite Movies" day too. Where we watch our faves as well as disney day-all like disney classics and stuff. It's gonna be fun.

I have so much planned out-zoo, night safari, movie marathons, sakae stakeouts, food hunting, movie watching, sentosa(the luge!!),bbq..i don't know if i can do it in like 5 months! i also wanna work but i think i'll go seek in jan cos nov-dec is peak period for me. the boss would get mad if i have to take many leaves for like christmas and such. family comes first, i think. haha. i know la.

ok so here's a few prom hairstyles i am considering..

This one(as worn by Haylie Duff)would sophisticate my purple and gold party-ish dress. The back i thought of putting it up in a loose bun or a ponytail with loose curls.

As for the hairstyle like Miley Cyrus, I was initially thinking of sth like that but my hair length is much shorter so i have to keep that in mind. Especially if i choose to curl it. But i like her loose waves, not curly curly yet wavy. But it would probably take away the bareness from my neck. Hmm, hard choice. THESE two are my faves.

oh yes. the o's are over. what seemed to erase my whole social life is finally over. done. fin. i've just cleaned out my room this morning and bought my prom dress. i'm not that elated cos i had to make a decision between two dresses. and whenever i have choices i know im gonna regret no matter what later on. it was between a purple warehouse dress and a black daniel yam dress. i loved the way the black dress fell on me and its design. simple and pretty yet elegant though short. the purple on the other hand was pretty unique, simple. but it was pretty. so in the end i chose the purple although it was more costly and now im regretting cos the black was totally cute. more glam. daniel yam sure knows his prom dresses well. but it was daniel yam and black. i really didnt want black and daniel yam's dress are kinda popular so i was a teensy bit afraid people would have got the same dress as me. oh the horror! BUT. NOW i regret it. it's so heart wrenching. i really need to dress it up:( i hate regretting stuff.

my boyfriend thinks im fat. ok "chubby" but in girl's dictionary that = fat. :( i think i'll go on the 3-day apple diet. but i hate apples. caffeine products are said to increase metabolism,maybe i shoud try that. but i hate coffee drinks. the strong bitter ones. i should start regularly jogging, but i hate jogging. i'm not gonna overcompromise my diet cos i love food. yum:)

my face has broken out cos of exam stress. is that fair? no. i just hope it clears up by prom. hah. that's what we live for. but it shouldnt matter. to look pretty, yet its pivotal. fun should be our aim. dolling up is part of the fun.

tell me,is life worth all those minutes of regrets? or should i blow away those worries with contentment.

challenge for the week: love myself more.

amidst the hustle and bustle of studying, i can smell the day of liberation in the air. the sense of the greater goodat the end of it all. today was practical and boy, am i glad that's onenpaper down. im quite confident of clinching that A1 for science now. im super confident for chem cos hafiizh is a pretty good teacher and i have been doing my part. A maths still a little shaky. I was on a roll for erm..a month or two ok maybe more cos it was since after prelims. But now ive moved on to chem and woah-my! my amaths just a tad bit rusty. hope not the case for emaths but yes! im glad ive gone one round for five-year series. perhaps twice la cos in june was made to do some papers. but when i recently did it, it was good.

i'm telling you. this o's is as good as under my feet (under my Father's at least) and goodbye school days, ill miss you but you will be BUT a distant memory. If i always hold on to you,i'll be but a fatass no-life teacher(no offence to teachers) but that's the way i see it and this is my opinion.

like a bird trapped in its cage, fighting for its freedom. haha a little dramatic but it does feel like that. its like you know when it'll be all over but till that day must study study study. and you feel so suffocated in ur piles of books and notes. yes, a little accomplished when you sought through all ur notes but still suffocated cos the exams are still there ahead. like a day there in the calendar waiting to be marked off and gone as good as yesterday would be today.

this is my ultimate goal:6 points. but anything single digit i will be happy, not ecstatic. im hopin praying and studying.l there's always hope till i do the paper,less hope after but its still there burning dimly in our hearts, warming our doubts.

i am pissed.

everyday the same old story. im totally annoyed with everyone. i think i hate school. i don't care at this point. everyone can go to hell. seriously. not anyone in stupid ***. they can just go rot and burn in hell. totally EVERYONE pissed me off today. i'll just SCREEEEEEAAAAAAAAMMMMM
AAAAAAIIIIIIYYYYYYYEEE!!!!

ROAR. I AM LION HEAR ME ROAR!!

GET OUT.LEAVE.PISS.OFF.

in two months time:
im done with o's
done with school(at least secondary education)
done with that blue and white uniform

although since ive stepped into that school all i couldn't wait to do was get out, i realised that i would miss it. my friends. the familiarity of the tiny vicinity. the teachers though im not a teacher person and the uniform*surprise surprise*. i think i look ugly in it and that it is so hot and such, i think i would miss it. its the mark of an ij girl, the mark of my secondary school identity. im not loyal and such but at the end of the day. it is my school. gonna be was. but ive done my four years of growing up there which is more significant than pri school and kindergarten. its all so weird especially since its gonna be a different world in poly and all. oh and what triggered off this thoughts was the grad ceremony we had yesterday. a bade farewell to the graduating cohort. i think it was kinda bittersweet for most. weixin and kat cried but i didnt. its still sort of an anti-climax cos its kinda the height of the pre-olevel-exam-stress.

gosh, im gonna miss the times spent with my friends. but we'll meet up im sure. but im not sure how often.

i wanna sell stuff online. like second-hand jewelry and books and bags but so far i don't know how. ebay does'nt allow people under 18 to register so if anyone knows how i can sell stuff online please tell me how. thanks:)

so far ive got a few pieces of jewellery which ive not used as well as a book and a handbag of mine. its a small party kind with like sequins and its pink. im so over my totally pink phase. perfect for a dinner. i think ive got a tube to sell too. i've only used it once. it's pink too. how can i sell and getb money?!!